1st of May

26 years today from the day we first set foot on Australia!

26 years, and lots of events had happened during that time, among that, was the events of me getting married, having children...

And right now, I feel a bit depressed, for quite a few things I had planned so well, suddenly did not turn out so good. Spent the early morning tried fixing one problem, but so far, I have received no response from the other side, to tell me if the problem is over or not.

The persistent cold that I have been having, drags my spirit down too (to gutter level?). I was supposed to write a few jolly articles to entertain others, as well as editing the movie "Blade 2", but suddenly, I do not feel like I am in any mood for doing anything constructive anymore...


It is sunny outside, beautiful sky, warm, etc... Everything around me looks almost perfect, just my spirit collapsed suddenly. Weird!

(would gardening help? another cup of coffee?)